Crazy Improvisation

" Crazy Improvisation "

by Suzán Jiván
Mom & Mom-
Mom Suzán

Crazy improvisation
anxious for the next phase
based on tenacious determination
gyrating with heartache
clapping gloved hands
tipping top hats
blowing taps
unabashedly
taken to task

seen extravagantly
as gleefully happy
by writing
words for the mindful
while fully retiring
replete with unease inside

despite documents being leaked
landing big authenticities
and enlarged abnormalities
by unblinkingly linking
the most damning
fast tracks towards incapacity
called to pass unprepared by parents

making the majority largely symbolic
while under barrage by the modernly
unresolved projects of the heart
in the reportage of a waving blond
taking shots with anonymous
film stocks on indexed cards
blankly barred as prior discards

with heads above parapets
formally processed
subsequently edited
without question
bereft of suggestion
during natural events
out of respect
for past regrets
like cast-iron house guests
in cardiac arrest

under constant threat
fully regressed
profoundly unethical
personal vendettas
copping pleas
prior to sentencing

on camera
with full blowback
from false accountings
inadmissibly cross-examined
handed down under-handedly
as diminutively apocalyptic tips

like the last stand of a reasonable man
shedding cathartically flashed
final firings movingly described
as what's been rattling around inside
while simultaneously
toting a military rifle
and hiking to a first strike
on highly sensitive archives...